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released June 30, 2009


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DEATH CAT Los Angeles, California

Love & Madness
Experimental punk rock

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Track Name: Mind Brain
Now that the mind is a mess
There's not much to confess
Malfunction hypocrite and a dick
Mind and cock beats circle runs until sick
A worn down B-movie horror flick
Attempt and try and try, it dies
Screaming, sleeping, anger in cries
Scratching and bleeding, the hatred arise
Hatred cause i kill my love
Fun is dead,so for it, I shove

Chaos mind
Chaos brain
Rotates insane (Lost answers with action)
Cannot find

Constantly on the indecisive
Can't stand the submissive
I feel the need to kill
Absence of satisfying fill
Gotta crush, break andburn
Destruction, forget and learn
Loving so much, then i'm pissed as fuck
Listening to you, shows that you suck
You lack a brain, interest and progress
Energy into the ditch, you bitch

Now that the mind's allways a mess
There ain't nothin ever to confess
Success and failure put to the test
Freeze your mind is under arrest
Crush, Break and burn
Destruction, forget, learn
Constantly on the indicisive
I feel the need to kill
I feel the need to kill
I feel the need to kill

Chaos mind
Chaos brain
I'm Insane
It's pain
It is death
it is life
waste of joy breathe
Got me a fuckin knife

Left and right
no wrong nor right
civil fight
fly a kite
kick a wall
pop a ball
burn a man
I'm a garbage can
Track Name: I Heart Bread
Gonna kill somebody
Gonna kill them good
Gonna kill everybody
Gonna blow up the neighborhood

I walk through without the lights on
Swingin' fists and the nights on
Buried underground now we're done
He shot a knife out from his gun

Shouts of mad terror crying
Blood and sparks are now flying
Tonight the moon is so full
lycanthropy like i'm some kind of fool

Again, it is time to waste life
Sit and stare at the blankest wall
Two words, you know it all
Same ones replay on repeat

Again, I've wasted all my time
Intentions burned up in rhyme
Better get this jazz to ascend
Anyways our lives will end

stare at the fuckin wall
stare at the fuckin' wall
tore down all the papers and posters
took a bath with some blades and toasters
hung myself to dry in the garage
think I need a molecular massage

So we're laughin' at all your funeral
screamin' blasphemy in your church
sit in silence at the party
We're all a fucking joke!
Bust a cap in grandmas ass
Cry as your mother starts to choke
Smoke dirt and roll in grass
Life is a fucking joke!

stare at the fuckin' wall
two words, you know it all
tore down all the papers and posters
took a bath with some blades and toasters
hung myself to dry in the garage
just need a molecular mind massage

A motorhome on fire for a birthday gift
Everything & nothing going through your head
Was born so we could end up dead
I heart bread!
Frustration and bricks destroys your health
Fucking everybody especially yourself
Let ambitions collect dust on the shelf
I like pizza!
Track Name: A Fresh Death
Opening line
forget the rhyme
you got so much to say
converse all night everyday
feel it all ends, but your here
so make i make it out for you, my dear

i'm emotion of a swift wind
feelings extracted from within thought
misconception, isolation, we all disintegrate
and this is so great;not used to coping with such a feeling
other than hate and my sealing
so it's strange, but not foreign
and i hate to sound so goddamn boring
but i know you admit that it's good

and it's strange to feel so fucking good
it's strange to know that we should
it's pain to know pain far less more
so plain and interesting, life gets me up and down
just from being alive, or am i dead
cause it's heaven or hell, this green gray, dead earth is still alive

all to death and to be no more
but this is what i want, what makes you smile and soar
this is what we possibly exist for
this is exactly what we are for
you and this, the trees, my bee, i adore
lay and walk, and talk, and fuck on the floor
we've been here before
but i swear i'll never again walk out the door

and it's strange to feel so fucking good
it's strange to know that we should
it's pain to know pain far less more
so plain and interesting, life gets me up and down
just from being alive, or am i dead
cause it's heaven or hell, this green gray, dead earth is still alive
Track Name: Instability
Fuck reality
It fucks with me every single day

People and my subconscious
Fuck consciousness
No conscience
Fearful bliss
The day is suspicious
To wall appliances
And water piss

Oh Satan, are you kidding?
When and where, why always?
On concrete screaming FUCK
it's all good until it shall SUCK
But not on a dick
Not a flick
Just a prick
In your ear, stick
Give it a kick
And pick up a pick
And take a shit

Believe in every fictional story
For it feels more real than your uncle talking about screen doors
Clench your teeth and piss to 40
For you live twice and can't even fuck whores
Boring old story
Tell it again, I like the part with the rabbit and the bee
Leaves me in a past that's eating today
I swear I'm gay
Look to the future for it's painted better than right now
I don't comprehend how
But right now is always too much to handle

Get a grip, get a handle
I'll never be able to handle
Blew out the candle
Track Name: 13 Monkeys
Gotta set fire to a bank and rob a mansion
To distract cops as slight overthrow is in expansion
Homeliness hungry raid and wreck Wal-Mart
It's almost chaos and a broken brick to a start
Create equality through destruction, walls fall apart
Idiotic disaster flow through my veins, if you ask me it's a start

Put her on TV so she can smash the set
Scream about nothing purity until I'm out of breathe
Cleanse the airwaves with our dirt
Hobos and anarchists wearing an Annihilate-ism shirt
Rock n' Roll High school is the new class
Defy all illogical logic until you beat my ass

Enforce a divorce of all laws and I'll applause
Scream equivalent to the scratch of claws
Maybe then people wouldn't point out all it's flaws
Destroy and create energy since it always stalls
Paint and bleed up and down these cement walls

Ignorant, stringent and totally out of touch
Membranes pulsate in fenced in fate rush
We're creatures breathing gas too fast too much
Dirtied glass, dead grass bullshit benefit punch
Modern roots flesh and fruits make human bones crunch

Trees overflow credit company buildings
Beautiful view of animals on lawn sightings
There's a giraffe on the stairs
As a deer light dumb human stands and stares
Fight to survive not work to die
Natural step divide spreads seeds world wide

13 Monkeys
Zero function
13 Monkeys
Uncreative destruction
13 Monkeys
A thousand structure abductions
13 Monkeys
Track Name: Snow Black
Yawn followed by a sigh
Enjoying new life and an old will to die
Sulkage Miss Like as Morbid
Even throughout joy, I find bullets to brains a habit
Fear of losing intelligence
Fear of control
Driving down roads more familiar
Sick, sick, ill, tired raw and dry
And the robot that saw you cry
Synapses firing off like an aimless gun
Murderous undesired of a passionate invisibility
Not always what you order
Than how it's delivered
Malfunction order
My connection is severed
Malfunction order
Progressive disorder
Ice statues weathered
The connection is severed

dropping down like dropping out
New love, new passionless, gray route
Dirty view
Clean as new
Reins snapping

Snow solid soft sides hide air
Inhale super stupicide and keep that glare

Plagued by songs and sights that should have
went out those awful nights
At your window you'd tell me to come on in
The night was ours and i sure came right in
You'd smile and plead
After I cleared out for you again
I sat down to bleed
Standing cold in the rain you
wouldn't come to that window
I'd call and not even a glance
Tried over a millions times repeated chance
Despite your earlier world, eye to eye,we would not meet
Just go to bed and I'd lay in the street
The road. Trying to write off my wrath
Trying to jump off a bridge
Just go to bed, I'll lay in the street, swept off my feet
A wrath from a bridge to a highway bath

Now I find salvation
As you eat starvation
You cave and put on shades
i hit an empty room stage
Not trying, and repressing all within
So, why do I put this cd in?
Track Name: Altered Location
Mind further pushed
A sort of head rush
A sort of chemical rush
A type of sanity flowing with the blood as it gushes out
Failing in attempt once again to get out

Leaves on the ground
A perfect picture of world
Tainted by the brain
Fall breathing all around
Cool,crisp scent from Hallowed sent
Thoughts corrupting the morning streets
Thoughts hiding the leaves crunching under my feet
What atmosphere to enjoy
A favored sight
Hidden by terrible fright
Still trapped in the night
Still on grasp with my knife
Still so fucked, Can't bear to fuck off and fly a kite
Even that is a reminder
Of how I'm never here unless there's something
To rip, slash or to tear
In through my eyes and ears
I'm acquainted and disgustingly comfortable with
It's the lack, it's the void, it's how the purpose is unemployed
How it was ployed, how I'm toyed
How I'm gone
And nothing else is here

Walking these streets
Webs and ghouls on every house
Election signs every other house
It's a wonderful day
But i was taken away
Back to the mind to rot

All these trees always flee
I remember glancing at the night moon and bare trees a year ago
Trying to hard to engrave them, but they go as the blood keeps its flow
All the seasons, and all the same reasons
Everywhere i desire, i never feel i really want to go
In my head, in the situation of death is what I know
All world round, Just the notes of that sound
There's nothing in front of me, in my head alone
They're not real unless accompanied as I go

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